Live, from ZHOP

This is a post live, from the Zadok House of Prayer in Ft. Mill, SC. The set I'm sitting in is rockin'. The main worship leader is singing on John 17 and abiding in the love of Christ. Oh how funny God is. It is so often that I find myself sitting in the prayer room and the worship leader and/or prophetic singers are singing about something the Lord is speaking to me about. He's been stripping my heart down again, causing me to question what I really believe. I have found a lot of doubts in there, but I realize that it is just so that He can show me the real truth. He's revealing His love to me in a deeper way and really putting a cry in my heart to want to see Him and hear Him.

On a different note, it is so good to be here. I decided to drive up for Chuck Mervin's wedding and I am so glad that I did. The drive was beautiful and the Lord spoke to me, as He usually does on road trips (that's another blog for another time). It is really good to see my covenant family. This afternoon there was a rehearsal for the wedding, which I was in, because I'm actually in the wedding! Cool enough, though, not just me, but all the spiritual sons and daughters that are in town for the wedding. Apparently it is a Jewish custom to usher in the groom. So we will line up in two lines and the groom (Chuck) and his party will walk in between us. Oh, and we get to sing the Doxology while we are forming the lines (a little memoir from the Trail of Tears).

I have a lot more to say, but it's getting late, and they've also put all us spiritual children to work in the morning to help set up (typical Cause style). More to come later....