Food TV

I've found that I get sucked into tv easily. Partly I know it is because I am "medicating" the pain of being separated from Jesus and also feeling the weight of different injustices. Well, one channel I get sucked into easily is the Food Network. I secretly wish I was a chef. I sometimes try to make some great meals, but it is so hard, with roommates on different schedules and I don't want to cook some gourmet meal for myself. On the other hand, that kind of cooking takes time and money, neither of which I have a lot of. You have to have all these specialized cooking tools and pretty serving dishes. Not to mention the cost of good ingredients. Just today I was watching one of my favorite cooks, Giada De Laurentiis, who cooks mostly Italian dishes. The ones she made today seemed so easy, but the ingredients are like "where can I even buy those?" So, I walk away once again wishing I could just taste the wonderful things I just saw her make. Oh, the fasted life....